She told me that our love was like her favorite lighter.
It was small, I guess,
compared to the other lighters I saw her friends using.
She was always skipping school.
Smoking in the shadowed alley about a block away with her buddies,
‘cause she was just too cool to care about her health, her future.
She was the skip school, smoke your pain away kinda girl.
The Tumblr grunge, die young kinda girl.
The drink ’till you pass out, don’t care kinda girl.
But even after all this time, I don’t think she will ever be a matches kinda girl.
Always that same lighter.
She never strayed.
Her loyalty to the lighter was never questioned.
It had a rose carved onto its smooth black side,
on the other, the initials of what I assumed to be a past lover.
It could be the initials of anyone or anything, I suppose.
I craved that lighter,
almost more than I craved her.
It was rare, authentic.
I wasn’t sure that I could ever find one like it.
It’s the kind of treasure you find at the back of an antique shop on a Friday afternoon, in the “50 c. Giveaway Box.”
And I gave the stupid thing to her.
It would’ve been mine.
Mine to love.
To use.
To carve things on.
And I was so close.
God, I don’t even smoke.
It doesn’t matter now.
Its flame would flicker immortal in my eyes, as I watched her light every cigarette.
I watched her face grow wearier with every failed class,
gulp of alcohol,
puff of nicotine.
Her beauty was fading, and if beauty ever lived within her decaying frame, it was long gone.
I could feel her poisonous ways contaminating my own youth. She was dragging me down.
Still, for some ungodly reason, I loved.
I loved her more than I loved myself.
And despite the hurt, and all my hidden tears,
I was honored just to know her.
To cross her mind, even if it was once or twice.
She kept me tucked safely in the back pocket of her soul, right alongside that lighter.
Her favorite lighter.
Behind her forgotten feelings
and memories.
Until she had the urge to get high, or just to burn something.
Once she was done, I would go away.
Back in that pocket.
And I would find myself wondering if there was ever actual love in her “I love yous.”
I would look into her dark eyes, and search desperately for an answer.
An answer that I knew I would probably never find.
I never found a logical reason for me to love her as avidly as I did.
I was finding it too difficult to see past her smirk,
and the cigarette pursed between her faded cherry lips.
It had become apparent to me now, that I was no better than her.
Her and all her addictions,
guilty pleasures.
I had let myself fall into her trap.
I had become addicted to my own kind of drug.
Her.
I could feel her slowly killing me with her merciless game.
And to her,
That’s all it was.
A game.
So I let her go.
I let her soul slip through my fingers.
I cried like my heart had been ripped out of my chest.
I let her name fade.
With every week,
month,
year.
I burned pictures.
Created new memories.
I let myself heal.
I thrived.
And eventually,
When I was ready,
I bought my own lighter
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by Xaria, 826 Valencia
An argument against the wage gap that prevails in the U.S. and across the globe.
by Dayana Alvarado, 826CHI
A student shares finding home in two places: Mexico and Chicago.
by Arianny, 826 Boston
A poem that celebrates being Latino
by Reuben & Giselle, 826CHI
Two students write to each other about where they came from, what they love, and a few mishaps along the way in an exchange of letters.
by Laila, 826CHI
A memoir about losing a parent—and a community’s support.
by Isabel, 826 Boston
From the forthcoming anthology, Poets in Revolt!, this poem features a student battling with the voices constricting her freedom.
by Charlotte, 826CHI
A poem about spring!
by Jiaxi, 826CHI
A student’s worldview is forever altered after a lesson on the Segregation Era and Jim Crow.
by Djeneba Soumaoro, 826michigan
A student’s manifesto!
by Andy, 826CHI
In this memoir, a few friends bond over a rare Pokémon Go catch.
by Inge S., Age 13, 826CHI
Part riddle, part observations, this poem leaves the reader with big things to think about.
by Diego, 826CHI
On the funniest day of this student’s life…
by Duanté, 826 Valencia
A personal narrative about race and identity.
by Rafael, 826CHI
A student remembers an afternoon adventure around town and explores what Chicago and community mean to him.
by Renée, 826NYC
A persuasive letter detailing to the recipient the pointlessness of writing a persuasive letter. A helpful example for reluctant writers.
by Marco, 826LA
A screenplay about a plane crash and an epic journey to Mexico, with a twist!
by Sian Laing
When Instagram becomes an unsightly battlefield.
by Curtis, 826michigan
A rhyming (inverse) ode to a very irritating noise.
by Luke, 826 Valencia
An essay shared in English and Spanish discusses the effects of global warming on penguins and their source of nutrients, krill.
by Elsy, 826LA
Song lyrics about memories of cake and pizza, friendship, and giving 1,000 opinions.
by V.G., 826LA
A poem that muses on the purpose of borders in question and answer format.
by Christian Z., Age 14, 826 Valencia
A poet recounts his day out at the Yerba Buena Gardens.
by Sebastian Cendejas, 826CHI
A student reflects on how much Chicago means to them.
by Victor, 826CHI
An epic memoir about an epic volleyball match! Who will win: the teachers or the students?
by Byanna & Kayla, 826CHI
Two students across one city bond by writing letters to each other about the people they love most.
by Roger, 826 Valencia
An essay in English and Spanish that traces connections between two movements in modern American history for the rights of people of color.
by William, 826LA
A teen discovers the power of books to transport him to another world, and shares his excitement about becoming a published author.
by Salome Maldonando, 826CHI
A poem about unrequited love.
by Isabella C., Age 13, 826 Valencia
The misadventures of finding a missing wallet.
by Cora B., Grade 8
This narrative uses nature imagery, to help the reader walk through a day in the speaker's shoes
by Tylor, 826NYC
A lean but essential checklist for readers to determine if they are awake.
by Sharon, 826CHI
A memoir about finding true friendship.
by Jabari, Grade 8, 826 Valencia
A poem about wanting more from life.
by Mariah Valenzuela, Minneapolis, MN
From the forthcoming anthology, Poets in Revolt!, this poet uses her voice to speak up for those who have been silenced in the indigenous community.
by Kevin, 826NYC
An informational briefing on a horrible incident in the year 5176 that changed the hoverboarding industry forever.
by Lesly, 826 Valencia
A sports poem about the losing blues.
by Mya, 826CHI
A piece packed with vivid description about taking risks at an ice rink.
by David, 826CHI
A student writes about the smell, taste, and pace of their neighborhood.
by Iliana, 826CHI
A student searches for answers in their community.
by Kaitlyn, 826NYC
A middle school student firmly protests the flavor and quality of her school’s lunches.
by Johnny Vasquez, 826 MSP
A family interview reveals a mother's painful past and shines a light on her persistence.
by Jack, 826 Valencia
An argument against the overconsumption of sugar outlines the ways its effects are anything but sweet.
by Ella, 826 Valencia
A persuasive argument for co-ed teams in the face of gender stereotypes, supported by results from primary research conducted by the author.
by Anonymous, Grade 8, 826 Boston
In this poem, a student reflects on identity.
by Jason, 826 Valencia
A student reports on the death of a college student from Bernal Heights, San Francisco, who neighbors believe was killed due to racial profiling.
by Calvin, 826michigan
A student professes love—to a jalapeño!
by David & Daniel, 826CHI
In this heartfelt exchange of letters, two students bond over food, videos games, and some scary adventures.
by Jazmine & Vanessa, 826CHI
Over a series of letters, two compassionate and resilient students develop a deep friendship sealed in writing.
by Jin, 826LA
This student says thank you to her Mom, her hero, for a life full love and beef noodles!
by Luis, 826LA
A rap song dedicated to the Marvel comic writer Stan Lee and his inspired creations like the Hulk, Deadpool, Iron Man, and The Fantastic Four.
by Pia, 826NYC
A student reimagines food justice: Fruit Woman must convince Junk Food Man and Cheesecake Boy to eat their fruits and vegetables.
by Emmanuel J., 826NYC
An avid basketball fan discusses the rise of the Golden State Warriors through its individual players.
by Itzel Medina Luna, 826 Valencia
In this poem from the forthcoming anthology, Poets in Revolt!, a student walks through her neighborhood searching for hidden stories.
by Caroline, 826 Valencia
A student explores U.S. soccer player Megan Rapinoe’s decision to kneel in protest during the national anthem.
by Shayne Williams
Discover what one student experiences when they tuck their phone away for a whole day.
by Vivian, 826CHI
A narrative about loving to run—and learning to never quit!
Jerieliz Garcia & Jaiden Vinti, 826NYC
Two poets braid together their reflections on where they come from.
by Eva, 826 Valencia
A student celebrates the journey of discovering whom to love.
by Cayden, 826DC
This poem lists all of the pieces that make up the writer's whole.
by Anjum, 826CHI
A shout-out poem to some things missed (Hyderabad) and celebrated (Mom).
Amara, 826 New Orleans
An ode celebrating an important figure in this student’s life.
by Calvin, 826michigan
A laugh-out-loud personal narrative about a crush. Has your heart ever beat so fast it might get a speeding ticket and a $500 fine?
by Luis, 826LA
This student writes a letter to a hero with a sweet double kick: Jackie Chan!
by Kiara, 826CHI
In this personal narrative, a student explores growing up young and black in Chicago.
by Chelsea, 826NYC
An acrostic poem about the Black Lives Matter movement.
by Jeff, 826CHI
In this piece, a student describes Christmas as a holiday best spent together.
by Elizabeth W., 826 Valencia
A persuasive piece for women and girls to unite and cultivate a culture of body image positivity.
by Khloe Fewster, 826 Valencia
This poem uses repetition to give advice for when you're feeling unsure of yourself.
by Fahima Dahir, 826 MSP
A poem about the strength and limitations of language and shared culture.
by Angel, 826CHI
A student writes about the transformative experience of changing schools.
by Jason, 826michigan
Making bottle flipping look like child's play, this piece outlines rules for the new, competitive Fantasy Sport "Pencils".
by Natalie, 826CHI
Weaving together Spanish and English, a student shares the discovery of a family secret.
by Sara Sofia Becerra L., Age 14, 826 Valencia
This poem shares the writer's love for music with the world.
by Henry, Matthew, & Santiago, 826CHI
A compilation of letters written by three students across one city filled with thoughts on books, sports, music, family, and musings on Valentine’s Day.
by 826NYC students Ash Doliber, Sidney Edelson, Ella Holland, Mavis Lu, Justin Nemeroff, Bird Rzepniewski, and Isabella Wu
This collaborative poem explores the many sides and senses of laughter.
by Piya, 826 Valencia
A demand to the public stop to buying ivory that seeks to explain the devastating effects of poaching on elephant and rhino populations.
by Alondra, 826CHI
An epic story of a princess who seeks acceptance among the stars.
by Jamie, 826 Valencia
A metaphorical poem about frustrations, from homework to homelessness.
by Arielle B., Grade 8
This poem invites readers to remember that people are often going through more than choose to show.
by Christopher, Bryan, & Jahir, 826CHI
In an exchange of letters, three students across one city share stories about where they came from and the places that matter most.
by Brigid, 826CHI
A poem about facing fear—and learning how to shine.
by Gabriela T., 826 Valencia
In this resolution inspired by the "Include Someone" lesson and Cartoon Network storyboard, we learn that inclusive leaders take action—they don't wait for others to make a difference.
by Evelyn Escamilla, 826 Valencia
This poem uses metaphors and similes to describe happiness.